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Words tumble, dribble, drip
Out the shallow river mouths of deep, vast minds.
To call the currents forth is to call myself a friend and
to let others see past pure waters always kept in dark reservoirs
(that probably should've stayed)
Other similar minds: the currents don't yield, the damn splits apart
(out flows words to which)
(my ears feel the regret)
(empathetically)
(pathetically)
Yet it reminds me of times I felt as if I was the only one grinding against the rocks.
Hah, look at me, smiling at someone else's suffering, smiling at how I'm not alone.
Out the shallow river mouths of deep, vast minds.
To call the currents forth is to call myself a friend and
to let others see past pure waters always kept in dark reservoirs
(that probably should've stayed)
Other similar minds: the currents don't yield, the damn splits apart
(out flows words to which)
(my ears feel the regret)
(empathetically)
(pathetically)
Yet it reminds me of times I felt as if I was the only one grinding against the rocks.
Hah, look at me, smiling at someone else's suffering, smiling at how I'm not alone.
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Impatient
I tried writing in a "real journal" for once, but it's not suiting me. It takes such old-fashioned patience to slow your mind to the nauseating drawl of your hand. Now, I'm caving in to my impatience and spilling my thoughts on a digital canvas rather than trickling them on an analog one. Perhaps it's this impatience that'll be my enemy in the future. But if impatience is truly such a hamartia, then humanity and I will fall as ashes to the same furnace.
More planning...
I've been thinking quite deeply on this "contract" that I spoke of in the previous entry and have concluded that I've made the conditions too rigid in an effort to scare myself. Many questions arose that spurred this conclusion such as if I fail to, say, brush my teeth or check my workspace, have I just earned a strike? Or what will happen if I follow a rigid schedule and it completely burns me out by the end of the week? Is that effective? Have I succeeded in my goal?
Well, my goal in the first place was to prove to myself that I can attain the skills to materialize my dreams with my own hands, while still remaining happy. If I am too rigid
A New Contract
I'll probably delete this by sunrise, again.
People are more than binary. I've advocated this for years, but if I had to simplify any attribute of human characteristics, it'd be the dichotomy of Activity and Passivity. I've probably discussed this before, but I'd reiterate just for old time's sake.
Activity and Passivity, to me, are concepts that constantly antagonize each other within a person's mind. In my experience, they are also known as Motion and Rest, respectively, and – with Newton's First Law being a thing and all – we know that, should these concepts also genuinely apply to the human psyche, it is easy for one to slip
Achievable
I keep my secrets very closely. And my dreams (due to previous experiences) have always been kept as closely as my deepest secrets. This hurts me for multiple reasons: I cannot express my desires to people who want me to succeed and I cannot unclog the mess of hopes in my head (cathartically, that is).
I've torn down many of my dream-kingdoms before. It's always painful, and I consider myself foolish for not knowing which dreams to hold on to and which to let go. But to hell with it, I'll document them here:
I'd be...
A professional touring musician that oppose cookie-cutter pop culture (I'm really against it)I'd speak out on issues unaba
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